New day:

I never really know what to say on my blog which is why its so random ;-)

So money came and went as I acquired my new cell phone...the voyager which I am very happy to have :-) its a really awesome phone tons of fun to have and jsut a very well working phone at this point. I love the touch screen.

I have more money coming tues...i hope :-P so no worries. I realized though that I spend an awful lot of my time thinking. Too much so at times...and I think I need to just chill a little bit, I need to let life happen more than I do. Not to mention I need to control my thoughts and some people will tell you ;-) but I also need to stop doing so much planning, I think that everyday I plan something else in my life..and I do maybe a third of those things...anyway all I am saying is i need to think less about that and try to appreciate life itself more. Althoguh right now its hard cause all i have is the day in and day out of work, 9 hours...10 pm til 7 am..sleep...sit..work again then couple days off. So i have realized...there is definately no future for me in such a similar routine. I will have to make sure my job is continuously new and different. I still manage to have stories everyday, but I need to have good riveting stories...cause its my nature to have crazy stories to tell :-P

I had a very strange ngiht last ngiht. I passed out hardcore and continuously woke up bolted upright looked around for like a sec or two and then passed out again its soo oddd...all i remember was bits and pieces of my night...like it kinda felt cool to have the experience..but I duno what happend during it...soooo oddd. Anyway I dont think it was much of anything probably just bad dreams or something.

anyway think thats all i got for now maybe ill give you more later.

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